I was looking at a picture of my grandparents today as i was nodding off for a brief sunday afternoon nap (I have little choice when Leo falls asleep on my shoulder)

It got me thinking about death. I was thinking maybe the saddest thing about death isnt the end but the reality of time.

If I could stop time right now, and deal with all the elements I have been given, family friends and music. I think I would. i wouldnt wager that things will get better. Different, sure. But Iife is good, and it makes me a little sad that things will never be like this again. Friends will move, family will grow up....

Not sure what I am getting at, other than reminding myself to enjoy every day, and every moment.